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2011-05-19T23:17:00.002+08:00

MOST DIFFICULT MOMENTS OF LIFE

- Giving someone a hug when u need it the most urself

- Fighting back the tears in ur eyes to wipe off someone else's tears

- Listening to somebody's grief when u want ur misery to be heard

- Being the reason for someone's smile when ur own smile is lost

- Seeing someone u love being with someone else

- Being true to urself instead of lying to ease the pain

- Living away from ur family when u need them to be with u

- Sacrificing ur own happiness for someone else

- Being there for someone when u need them to be there for u instead

2011-04-12T01:48:00.017+08:00

i guess moving on is the best move for now

after all i did met her already

and dat got to be the best thing ever!

i still wish..hais..

the un-replied msg i send her

Roses are red

But i prefer it blue

I wished you had said

That i'm in love with you too

Coz now i wish i'm dead

As i can't stop thinking of you

If i were to wait,

Would you ever love me like others do?

And do you believe in fate

As its fate that made me found you~

i made it short for a reason

as main purpose is to made it short n sweet

guess that's all

cheerio

2011-03-28T22:44:00.007+08:00

Not sure if I should post it, ok shall post it since got happy ending

Haha, ok so just now bout 2 plus goin to 3, I got a text msg. it’s a dead serious msg(dead serious msg as in dying person kind of msg ar, if still dun understand, i dun care) . since I haven’t showered, quickly showered. I think it’s the quickest one I had for ages. Its less den 5 mins. Damn. Wore trackpants, grab a shirt, took my stuff n phone den rush out the door. In less den 6 or 7mins after receiving the msg, im out. Its raining heavily. REALLY HEAVILY. n I was wearing slippers, I ran in the rain, to catch a taxi. N many times, one of my slipper kinda drop off. Coz im rushing, I flagged n gt the Mercedes taxi.(its realli burning a hole in my pocket)

Took taxi to destination, while in taxi, I tried calling n msg-ing dat fella. But was ignored, so I did the second best thing, call someone whom I think noe where he go, Shoe. Called her, n she really took a long time. Got to noe dat fella was in block 200 plus n I was near dat fella house which is 100 plus ar. Its still raining heavily, my whole body was wet. So I tried callin dat fella again, he picked it up, sounded angry. I ask where he is den he say with his fwen n so I say bye. n slack near his house. Waited for maybe an hour plus den he called wanting to see me. I was freaking shivering the whole time, n nvr listen songs coz phone battery is low. Let’s just say im in a mess ar. While walking to see him, Nadia msg me. Then I was rather piss n she makes it worst. I shouted a few times den reply her. How could I ignore someone I love right. after dat Shoe called me. she crying thru the phone. While talking with her met the fella. Walk around, im still drenched, hungry n really need to go toilet.

Den an hour later, it’s a happy ending, haha sorry for ending it quickly n suddenly. The ending is alright, met Shoe, settle problems n met a CUTE kitten, played with it. den misses 2 bus. Nadia nvr reply my msg, nw abit sick. No money nw even though tmr goin out with fwens..

hmm, atleast someone or two is happy right. coz if other people is happy, im happy.

anw dis post is not meant to talk bad bout anybody, just dat it still stuck to my head to why did i do them. i could just ignore the msg n do the chores which i plan to do. why why why... n nope i nvr regret to wad i did. but if it were to happen again, i'll still do the same thing but more quicker. coz in life if someone needs u to be there for them, u should be there for them coz hu noe it might be the last u hear from them.

2011-03-22T02:19:00.001+08:00

i had wanted to give her dis msg but dunno why i nvr actually did

below it are some of the seperate msg i wish i had give too

"hey Nadia Farah-Ain. im nt sure if u noe but to me ur beautiful, even though i hav nt met u yet n pictures may say a different thing. everytime ur online on fb, i tried my best to chat with u although i noe it will end up the same everytime; u ignoring me. even so u manage to make me happy just by replying some of it. im sure u noe dat i hav a huge crush n do love u.

its been awhile n i still dunno wad u think of me, coz u nvr actually giv me any clues. i hav a difficult time figuring u out. all i want to say is, have u ever think of me more than a fwen? i noe im much older den u but is dat the only reason. im nt trying to pressurize u or anything but just need an answer. can i be the one who is to provide the love u seek. the one to cheer u up when ur down. the one who will be there for u rain or shine. the one who will be by ur side day or night. can i actually be dat one guy for u?? plz reply..."

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u say u love to run alot but why are u running away from me too...

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if u n me were to run and race, who would win it?
it would either be a draw or u winning it...

coz as it starts, i will be running beside u and that's the only thing on my mind. to be with u always as ur more important to me den anything else...each step u take n run, will i be there beside u; giving u support, cheering u on. n giving a helping hand at times. its nt coz i care but it has become my duty to u...

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if a guy truly loves the gurl, he will wait his whole life for her. dats y im still waiting.

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i want her to fall for me her own way, even if its a slow process, im prepared to wait. but if im still rejected, i will noe dat im nt the one for her.

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crushes come n go after awhile, but till nw im nt prepared to let u go just yet.

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if ur sad, im ur tissue. if u wanna sleep, i'll be the pillow. if u need me, im yours.

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there will be no sylvester if there's no tweety to chase.

2011-03-15T21:52:00.002+08:00

what's love when there's no you

it take one plus one to make us two

i dunno wad it takes for u to accept me

coz with u is wad i wan n where i wanna be

how many more months should i be waiting

to get the gurl whom i been dreaming bout

what more do you wan me to prove to u

coz im just a simple guy who loves u

even though my fwens might disagree me being with u

i dun give a damn to what others are gonna say bout us

all i can assure u is that the relationship will last

that's if you give me a chance to be with you

if we were really not meant for one another

atleast i tried to be the one for you

and to actually get to know you, Nadia Farah-Ain

even now, im still waiting if i'll ever get dat chance

but maybe our life's exactly like the cartoon itself

no wonder sylvester never gets tweety

even after he tried his best to get it. . .

2011-02-24T19:50:00.005+08:00

Hey baby tell me how do you do
It´s been a while since I saw you
Strange to be talking to you this way
After everything that we´ve been through
It makes me sad to make you see
That not a single tear could find me

(chorus)

Cause even when I´m looking back into your eyes
I can´t say I´m sorry
When I think about the best days of my life
I can´t say I´m sorry
Cause I could never tell myself I didn´t try
I can´t say I´m sorry now
Won´t turn around
Can´t say I´m sorry

So I hear you´re hanging with someone new
Never thought I would ask the question
No, never thought I´d say this to you
But somehow it feels like a blessing
No more coulda,woulda,should
Now that feeling´s gone for good

Chorus

You´re still devine, so beautiful
It won´t be hard just to slip and fall
And my mind could start to wander away
Cause what we had was magical
But I know I´ve said goodbye
To whatever was left tonight

Chorus x 2

I can´t say I´m sorry now
I can´t say I´m sorry

lyrics by lyricsmania

sing by Bryan Rice

hey all once again

the topmost is a lyric of a song

its basically bout something i wan do but cant

so you can just read the lyrics and know how im feeling now

then there's the picture below it

its really meaningful to me and i hope it will to u too

and so lets be positive yeaa

dis days, im easily piss off at the slightest things

so try not to make me piss any other way

as you wont like it

oh ya, so to anyone who i did piss

sorry yeaa, coz im not in the mood den

forgive n forget dats me

2011-01-28T12:46:00.005+08:00

once there was a gurl i truly cherish n loved

days where a smile is seen n laughter heard

a person who is once a role model in class

a hardworking lad who thrives for success

whom do not know the meaning of giving up

and is enjoying every seconds of his happy life

but like everything, there's always an apposite

you just need a slip up and all will go down

now and currently im single n goin solo

a laughter is rare while a real smile is no more

what am i becoming i dont know

changes are afew n even so

im still helpless n maybe an eye sore

as some people just keep showing me the door

even after i tell dem my intention is pure

it just left my heart with a bigger tear

which i doubt will never get cure

and so i shall just have to endure

enduring all dis things is really tough

and please no more, i have had enough

enough of dis life, world and everything

i just wanna end it fast and soon as its hurting

the pain is deep, deep in my bleeding heart

cant able to describe, explain dats just it

im no longer my normal self and i hate it

but im still stable n hopefully wont do anything stupid

as long as Kecik is there for me to talk to

she's still a stranger whom i just knew

when she's not talking to me, i hate her too

eventually she did and im in cloud nine

even so i don't think i could make her mine

don't bother asking me why as i won't say

but i realli wans to see her one of dis day

its a dream, waiting and yearning to happen~

2010-12-31T03:35:00.013+08:00

First n foremost is,

THANKS PAMY (=

I had a really good talk with her just nw

Its really nice to finally meet up with her

I planned to treat u Swensen just nw

But since u dun wan, im abit disappointed at it

Hahaha, im huggin the present as I type

Its so soft n really cute. i loike the long ears

Anw I noe I disappointed u after I told u wad I did

Even though I nvr actually want to tell u,

I somehow just wanted u to noe about it.

N somehow im glad u nvr took many pics with me

As my eyes were kinda teary n red then

So once again thank you sweetheart~

2010-12-31T03:35:00.012+08:00

Pamy, oh pamy
Ur just lik an angel, so pure n innocent
Im really touched ur always there to listen
At my problems, mistakes n others
ur the few people whom I really can’t live without
a rather secretive yet adorable n smart gurl I must say
n someone whom I considered lik my own sis if I may
Never could I see u sad or shed a tear
but so u noe, I’ll always be there to be ur listening ear
be it at night or in the wee morning
I shall be there even if it’s a small thing
Never could I show u my appreciation properly
As im still the immature silly sufi
Pamy, oh pamy
Im really disappointed with myself n is sorry
I dunno wad to giv or buy n dis is the onli way
Since I never get anything for ur bday
Dis is just something I can giv u and it’s all really true
There’s really no other person like you
Happy belated birthday to my sweetheart pamy…

2010-12-24T02:54:00.002+08:00

It’s the furst day n I enter the class

Ur the furst person dat catches my eye

Its lik lookin at a small angel sitting

But after the third meeting

Its rather surprising

Dat someone so small can hav a very loud voice

n after sometime, u hav the annoying puppy noise

oh ya, how can I forget dat u nvr do stop talking

n all the time, my feelings for u grew bit by bit

I wanted to tell u den but im lik still a kid

I nvr hav the courage to tell u as I gt shy

I guess im too late as moments later u lik a guy

Den few days later u wanna noe my crush

How am I suppose to tell u when it makes my heart tear

But after I finally tell ya, I waited patiently for ur answer

N finally when u did, I noe it straight away

I respect ur decision n I gt nothing else to say

Be happy n see ya at skool

Chindianyu~

Hey shorty

U really do hav a cute smile

N I really like ur small eyes

A rather adorable yet annoying gurl

But is somehow really cute n nice

It’s a shame u hav another guy in mind

Im sure the guy is fun, caring n kind

It seems dat I will always be behind him in line

n thus could never actually make u mine~

even though there’s other gurls around

I hav a feeling ur special n the right one

But I can’t change ur mind nor ur feelings for him

Just wish u goodluck with ur one n onli guy

Cheerio…

2010-12-22T21:36:00.003+08:00

why couldn't it be me
why must it be him
wad does he hav dat i don't
why must my life keep goin downhill
is there any hope for me left
coz right nw, i just felt lik giving up

currently,
i can burst into tears any seconds
do somtin stupid any moments
emptiness is fast becoming my label
as im becoming more n more unstable
i just wanna leave this world...

2010-12-17T01:21:00.000+08:00

Hey everybody

Im currently in no mood to do anything

Easily pissed off at almost everything

Cant concentrate nor can I study

So what’s the point of comin to skool

My results is dropping

Attendance is bad

Morale at all time low

Atleast im free

But why do I feel so empty

Where’s the people who I can count on

What am I doing wrong

Why am I listening to sad song

Why must I be suffering alone

Nope, alone is wad I need now

This broken heart will I patch back myself

Or should I just let it bleed

What’s the use when it can nvr be heal

hey im sufi, n I hav moved on

But nw im all alone~

2010-12-17T01:19:00.002+08:00

She's a freakin slut

Damn, i should have figured that long time ago

It should nvr even start but,

I was blinded by love

N she make a puppet out of me

I heard she hav another guy

if I meet the guy, I wanna punch him

coz he too is damn blind

never would I wan a fwen lik her again

now im still recovering from the pain she threw on me

never had she love me as its all a lie

n finally it ends in goodbye

never would i wan hear bout her or see her

she's nothing to me now, not even a fwen

with the strength I hav left

I will continue to walk dis road again n survive

2010-11-08T23:42:00.003+08:00

hey all, im back
its been awhile since i last posted something
erm well many things had happen
n oh ya my 18 birthday had also passed
so now im legal to do anything, hahaha
so now what to talk about
hmm

to u gurl,
how many times do u wan to break my heart
even though we are not together again
pls think before u do somthing
coz everytime im with u,
i'll be happy and sad at the same time
and well u nvr realli understood me
u nvr actually ask urself or see to why
i still wans to see u everyday
or accompany u after skool
but now pls just let me go~

2010-10-29T00:35:00.005+08:00

after all we been thru together
n u decided to end it...

WHYYY...whyyyyyyyy
am i not good enough for u
why did u do it..

why cant u say it to my face
when we are happily together in skool just nw
if i noe dat it was our last time together,
i would hav nt left furst
i would hav kiss u as it will be our last
or even hug n hold ur hands

after reading ur msg,
i was breathless for awhile
unexpected, surprised
just cant believe it
if dats how u wan it to be
den i'll wish u all the best k gurl
i'll be alright somehow
dun cry soo much yeaa
n i still love u gurl~

ITS OVER, after

5 months,

12 days,

11 hrs,

34mins,

42 seconds...

2010-09-28T01:00:00.002+08:00

ello, anybody there??
hmm, okie
well last week, i went out with me lovely ppl
wani, huda n faeez ar
went to downtown den go marina den helix's bridge
took many pics n played with water(=
it was fun n im lookin forward to the next outing
which will be realli soon since wani hav my cert with her, hahs
*dengar2 nak karaoke* kekeke
i had wan to post some pics of dat day but since faeez lappie spoilt n cant upload the pic
den nvm ar, just go see at fb after he uploaded dem

den next day went to Tamp Safra to play soccer ar in the field
it was damn tiring since long time nvr exercise
n its been almost 2 yrs since i play soccer
havent 15mins in the game n im almost dying
but somehow after some rest n gettin use to,
even though still tired i endured it till the end
sadly we lost 8-2 to an experienced team
its a good game n since dat game,
i keep jogging in bedok reservoir to get back my fitness
1 or 2 rounds onli ar every 2 days
i wan meet my fwens again n wan my fitness to come back
YEAA HWAITING!!!

future team S'pore

2010-09-27T23:12:00.003+08:00

a story to share
this happen a few months ago
dat time im with her for 2 months plus already ar
n i just noe somtin bout her
here goes...

well, after picking her up at woodlands
we head to pasir ris as i need to pick my bro, syauqi
n send him to my cuz house at tampinese area there
i ask her to act normal n nt noe me
so after i pick syauqi, i walk with him infront
while she followed at the back
n syauqi keep asking to whether i noe the gurl behind
soo not to blow my cover, i say noo repeatedly
but he would den noe the truth
coz the gurl behind keep smiling at us
n at the bus-stop, she keep looking at me n smiling n giggling
im soo piss with her den as syauqi den noe the truth
soo i called her to ask her to look away or dun look at me
but as we talked she keeps looking at me n smiling n laughing even more
soo i gave up...

den night when i reach home,
my whole family say syauqi tells dem somtin
syauqi say to dem dat im with a fwen when i pick him up
dey ask "guy or gurl"..he reply "gurl"
dey ask "malay or wad"..he reply "chinese"
dey ask "preety or not"..he reply "cannot tell later abang(bro) scold"

haisss, she's realli not good at lying
which is a good thing but for me its kinda bad sometimes ar
we are basically realli is opposite of one another
which has its pros n cons

so i conclude, she's realli obsessed at me
im scared n loving it somehow...

2010-09-18T01:44:00.006+08:00

a picture says a thousands words yeaa
happy 4th monthsary gurl
senyum selalu yea~

2010-09-08T00:16:00.000+08:00

by-pencil

me-eraser

hey by,
take care of urself
we will be together soon again yea
lets just let time past
take one day at a time
we might just be fwens now
but later we will be together again
its just a matter of time
i will forever be waiting for u
take ur time
clear ur mind n soul
once ur alright again
then will i be back with u
n i realli hope till dat time comes
my feelings for u will not change
or might change to a better
even though there's a part of me
which realli hate u
im realli happy to be ur eraser
n u be-ing my pencil
coz without a pencil
im useless as i hav nothing to erase
we will still see each other
time to time
n i will always be right here
if u need anything
n finally, dun change urself aitees
as i just love the way u are now
stay happy n smiles always gurl~
this is not a goodbye
but a start of a fresh beginning
for u n for me

2010-09-04T02:00:00.004+08:00

2010-09-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

im thinking...
im thinking realli hard...
i have 2 paths infront of me
one which have u in it
a colorful n happy, delighted me
but also a unsure, troubled, confused me
another one with u not n it
whereby everything in it is dark
full of sorrow n sadness
heartbroken, emo, a ticking clock which is me
n also a still unsure, untrouble, unconfused me
the thing which bugs me is i dunno what made me confuse
damn, its actually an easy choice but im dumb enough to notice
my heart will prefer the furst choice
my head is uncertain but the furst choice have the edge
but overall im still unsure
most would say 'follow the heart'
but heyy if u noe my story, u would be unsure too
hmmm...
if onli u believe me when i say i love u
it would be an easy choice den
.......still thinking......

2010-08-18T00:53:00.024+08:00

heyy everybody, im back once more
n once again im in a tight n bad situation
i wonder why i always end up lik dis..
its been along time since i update right
hmm, wonder where to start.....

ok bad memories furst,
im sad dat the W34D people will be seperated
we realli had bond altogether all dis while
even if there's up n down, our class are still united
im sorry cant break fast with u all dat day
soo class gathering, where are you???
anw on dat day itself, somtin dreadful happen
i still cant believe it happen AGAIN...
if anything were to happen to u,
i wont forgive myself....
soo let's just take it slowly once again yea
n i will promise u gurl dat if it were to happen again
i will realli leave u coz u deserve a guy better den me

happy 3monthsarry b (=

soo with dat put away good news
me bro, Isa is back home for awhile
can actually recall wad we did together though
(me: S, hafeez: H, isa: I)
first day: S, H n I went out to tamp
but had to rush home since I too tired...
2nd day: went orchard..saw many nice things
den at night ride the bikes at pasir ris park for 25 mins since all tired
n watch the charity shield which Man U WINSS (=
3rd day till 5th day he at m'sia
then after he came back, we did

bought presents for his bros n himself
do some errands(collect books and bought sushi stuff)
walk around at bugis
played playground
iftar at aunty na's house
went to mustaffar centre
played UNO n UNO somtin
read books....
total money lost since he come= $70~90

dats all i can remember....
soo for now chaooo~

fancy a tea??

"wad to buy for me bros??"

or how bout dis...

i wan play playground again (=
anyone wan play...

hey Mr Isa bro, hope u had fun during ur time over here
coz i sure did had fun with yaa
u never did change except dat ur not fat already
n i did see u cry abit when u left..hahs
soo study hard k broo.....

2010-07-25T01:31:00.005+08:00

Guys, you must know that if a girl loved you then, chances are she still loves you heaps now. She’s probably crying herself to sleep every night over you while trying her hardest to keep on a happy face during the day. Most likely, she still thinks about you all the time, everyday. She probably still sits there imagining her future with you in it, then thinks back to the past and shatters. Whenever something happens to her, good or bad, she’s most likely thinking of you and wishing that she could tell you all about it. Whenever she hears a song on the radio she’ll think of you, not only because the song reminds her of you but also how much of her broken life right now can relate to the song. Whenever she watches a romantic movie or sees a cute couple, hand in hand, she starts to die a little more inside knowing that what used to be is now just a memory. Whenever she thinks of you, she smiles, yet at the same time, she is suffering. Although she may not show it, she is suffering a great deal of pain. She’s suffering from remembering those happy moments that she’ll always remember but it seemed that you’ve already forgotten. She’s afraid that you might forget her along the way as well. On the outside, she may seem like all smiles and laughter, but what is behind the mask is someone who knows really well how to hide themselves. You have no idea just how much pain she is suffering. She still hurts, because the memories of you and her are not only too hard to forget, she also doesn’t want to forget, though sometimes she tries to forget, everything just somehow reminds her of you all over again. She re-reads your old texts and convos because she misses you and what used to be. She misses your hugs, she misses your smiles. She misses you entirely. She loves you. She fell for you, and you just watched her fall. Seriously, if you didn’t intend to catch her, then don’t lead her on, don’t get her hopes up, cause the harder she falls for you, the more pain she’ll end up having to go through afterwards. Don’t tell her you love her if you don’t mean it, chances are, she might do something crazy like believe it. For the guys reading this, know that no matter how strong a girl may look on the outside, we all go through some sort of pain on the inside when you leave us. And for the girls reading this, there must’ve been one boy in particular that was on your mind the whole entire time.

spotted dis in someone's tumbler

its nice and wordy but realli meaningful
wondered if it can happen otherwise too
coz hu ever was broken once would had felt the pain~

2010-07-19T09:18:00.002+08:00

the two terrible days
i lose everything that related to colorful
when im looked at my drawing papers
dis realli appear dark n evil
suddenly feel im vr idiot
already 18 years..then im realised that my favourite world reflect my inner world
but in the end of the day
because ur replying
i regain the painting feeling
but it still seem cant draw ppl
that is still vr hard to me
to force myself to find everything that already lose and restore them particularly
but im sure that they all would come back to me..
when u already well prepare..
come back again..
wat i can do..
just waiting..patiently..

2010-07-18T17:31:00.002+08:00

the furst month
was all but everthing
second month
it was not have to be
why did it ever happen
u can just blame it on me
its just a matter of time
before u were to leave me
n im right as its the next day
what else do u expect me to say
as its either u or me to do it
it really did make me weak
every hour to every seconds
its realli my lowest moments

had both of us not met
nothing lik dis would ever happen
how i wish i was shot in the head
why haven't i learn my lesson
but now its too late to change
maybe there's a reason to all dis
but im just hoping its otherwise

the taste of blood is real
will i eventually do it
its just a matter of time

n again im realli sorry~

2010-07-10T23:52:00.001+08:00

heyyy, wassupp people
im back feelin better, all thanx to U
its been a rough day goin to skool dis week
people keep askin me to whether i had broken up with her
well to tell u the truth, i been thinking bout it den
but luckily i never actually did them
its a blessing in a disguise as after dat dreadful incident
we are getting along even better n skool had nvr felt lik home
and next week is going to be a special week, right..
but oh how unlucky that it fell on a weekend, hais...
and im wondering should i cut my afro-like hair??
its getting really curly and i dun like dem ))=

n to my gurl
im really sorry that i made u cry these few days
its somtin i wish i could take back
i noe im not the boifwen type of guy u lookin for
but im willing to be that type if u wan ar
and even though im still very immature
u are always there to laugh at all my silly things
just be urself, n dont try to be diff around me
one thing im sure of is, im always here for u k
i will be ur tissue if u wanna wipe the tears off
the guy hu turns ur frown upside-down
i wanna be the guy for u to hug if ur cold
the guy who u can tell anyone about
anything it is, i'll be there, as im ur guy~

2010-07-06T12:42:00.003+08:00

dear sufi....

dear sufi..
dear sufi...
dear sufi..

u make me cry..u make me smile

make me feel the love is true

make me feel the joy of love...

u always stand by my side..

thank u for all the love ..that u always give me...

i dont want say goodbye..

oh...i love u

thanks you..

frm:sin hui
frm: sin hui
frm :sin hui
frm:sin hui

2010-07-05T08:05:00.002+08:00

2010-07-03T16:37:00.010+08:00

heyy all, im back once again
erm tanx u, gurl for updating something in it
currently im listening to music
trying to clear my mind/head
dis past weeks, many unexpected things happens
n im for once trying to forgive myself
for something which had happens...

im realli to be blamed for everything
if onli i had try to...hais, its just sooo wrong
its regret, disappointment n pain all in one
these terrible thoughts which kept replaying itself in my head,
making me weaker n weaker thinking bout it over n over again
why must it ever happen, it should not had
how i wish there's not only the two of us then
im guilty for whatever that had happen between us
i wanna be punished for it, but are u willing to punish me??
coz dis feeling i had now, is pushing me far away from u
i changed for the worst in a matter of seconds
how i wish it never had to be that way ever again
n all i had to do now is to try n forgive myself
for my mistakes n also for ur mistakes
but its just soo hard, n i cant do it alone
what do i have to do, to get it over with
coz this is something, i dun wanna do again
but i will take it slow, step by step
n with u gurl always beside me
i will get through it once more
n when we meet, lets get back together
n make a new better relationship~

for whatever that had happen
im realli sorry
n i still love u k gurl
ur the one which keeps my heart skips a beat
a newer relationship awaits~

Please be there for me~

2010-06-30T18:44:00.003+08:00

sori..post something in ur blog...
hahs...
just wanna post something to update ur blog...
blueekk
haizz...
when i can familiar the tiredness sia?
oversea study...
i need suffer a lot
but at least i can gt my diploma..
n
gt a PR..in the end of this..
haha...
ohya..
thanks to ur company everyday..
sori coz make u reach home late..
really sori ar..
**sufi..thanks u ...**

2010-06-30T18:14:00.000+08:00

2010-06-24T13:34:00.003+08:00

i saw my dad work hard everyday..
i saw my dad sent me to school everyday..
i saw my dad sent back me to malaysia everyday..
i saw my dad spent extra money so that i can study in this school..
i saw my dad become older everyday..
however u never said everything..
but..
i will all my best to make u proud..
daddy..
i love u..^^

frm ur daughter..^^

2010-06-21T07:57:00.005+08:00

to my best best freinds:

chuh yu pei**chai man lei**angel keow les les

part 1...

pei pei..^^

u never ignore me whenever im sasd..lonely..

u always know what i wanna to express..

my dear friend..thanks for company me in the last 5 years..

without u ..

my world would lack of shine..

thanks for company me when i feel very hard..helplessness..

love u oo...

part 2..

lei lei..^^

hey..mummy..

i miss ur hug that u give me when i cried..

i miss u..

still remember our secret book?

we share our most ..deepest feeling n secret..in this special book..

did u still remember..?

part 3..

angel..

i miss our last year in SMK Taman Desa Skudai..

we sat beside each other..

we wave our dream together..support each other ..during the most hardest moment..

we study together..we crazy together..

we share our secrets..n kept it..

u always understanding..

u always give me the most useful ideas..

i miss the moment that we spent together..in last 5 years..

i still cant forget..

how such 1 proud..

when i saw u passed ur history..

u did ur best ^^

and i wanna say thanks to u..

coz if without u..

my addmath cant obtain A- in spm sia..

i miss u..

this is very sad..

we go our seperated way..

we cant study in the same school after that..due to the certain reasons..

thanks to company..

haizz..

my close friend..

part 4..

heyy..yupei manlei..

both if u must study hard n smart for ur A-level tau...

i believe both of u..

be confident ..k?

independence ..is not a easy stuff for u..

but this will strengthen u..

i hope both of u can survive..

heyy..angel..

u graduated first..

i wanna attend ur ceremony..(if i can laa..)

jia you..^^

part 5..

i always beside u..to support u..

part 6..

this is special for a teacher..

ustaz hazman..

haiyoo...cigku..i lost ur contact no. sia..

did u hv facebook?

how r u?

so long no called u "daddy"liao..

miss u a lot ar..

thanks for keep support me n give me confident when i sat for my government exams(2007 n 2009)

without u..maybe i dunno how to reach the school's expectation..

sori ar..i failed to obtain straight A twice time sia..my english..

but i already all my best..

dont blame me ,k?..haha

i hope i hv a chance to meet u..

when i come back 2 school to collect my sijil..

best wishing for u..n all my teachers...

**secondary school's life..**

2010-06-17T23:12:00.008+08:00

heyyy
wassup all, im back
i hav to tanx my gurl for posting something in my blog
and gurl pls just post bout ur day
dun do the poems coz my poems are much more nicer
hahaha, tanx anyway

sooo tday, was pretty fun
furst month yeaaa
hope u lik ur gift though
coz i do appreciate ur gift
it was nicee
i hopes u get well soon
take plenty of rest k!!!

soo just now after skool
i went out with the gurls; wani n huda
went to...err forgt where already ar
hahahas
soo gonna meet dem in 2 or 3 weeks time ar??
i forgot siaa
but just now was fun, hope it will be longer next time
n remember to charge ur camera .....
hahas
kk gonna sleep nw
i think im gonna get sick soon
chaooo~

some pics:

2010-06-16T18:24:00.004+08:00

first month^^

the memories....
last longer.....^^

babygurl...^^

2010-06-15T07:58:00.002+08:00

love
is something like the clouds that were in the sky..
before the sun come out
u cant touch the clouds
u know
but u feel d rain n know
how glad d flowers and d thirsty earth r to hv it after a hot day
u cant touch love either
but u feel d sweetness that it pours into everything..

2010-06-14T07:56:00.003+08:00

to love is to suffer
to avoid suffering,one must not love
but then
one suffers from not loving.
therefore,
to love is to suffer
not to love is to suffer
to suffer is to suffer
to be happy is to love
to be happy
then
is to suffer
but suffering makes one unhappy
therefore
to be happy
one must love
or
love to suffer
or
suffer from too much happiness...

x x x

loving is a feeling that brings both joy and pain to my heart
joy
from being with u
being filled with an emotion so deep and tender that no other feeling can compare
pain
from knowing that i'm so in love
that i'm more vulnerable than i've ever..

x x x

meeting u was a fate
becoming ur friend was a choice
but
falling in love with u
i had no control over...

2010-06-04T19:00:00.010+08:00

heyy, hii, helloo, wassupp
its been a boring holidays
atleast i hav been busy
ok gonna go now chaooo

dis is for u~
sorry its long...

"onli few days had passed since i last saw u
but it seems months n im realli missing u too
everyday i tried to be busy for my own good
but i just cant even after i did the best,i could
i just dont know how long i could take this
but i will endure dis pain for whom i realli miss

wad do i have to do
why cant i let u go
wads dis am i feeling
its so bad, its killing
wads so special bout her
which makes her a dear
u are somehow chosen
n a spot is then taken
changing my life to better
but mostly it doesn't matter
it changes when there's u
i noe its nothing's new
i will be there for u
taking n caring for u
i cant always be beside
but hopefully im inside
ur heart where i wanna be ♥

kemana2 ku pergi, tlh ku bermimpi mu berada di sisiku
walaupun ku tahu, mimpi ku ini tidak akan berlaku
percayalah bila ku kata bahawa kamu lah yang ku sayangi
dan hanya kamu lah yang ku fikirkan setiap hari
kerna tanpa diri mu di dalam hidup ku kali ini,
ku akan sentiasa merasa bahawa ku tidak disayangi

burung merpati terbang menuju ke awan
apabila terlihat sinaran yang begitu menawan
ia tidak mungkin manusia ataupun yang lain
manakala ia bidadari yang sedang cari kawan
mereka berdua berkawan, dan lama kelamaan
bukan kawan sahaja tetapi adanya percintaan
ramai bertanya berapa lama mereka akan bertahan
malah hanya mereka sahaja yang dapat menentukan
ianya bukan sahaja cerita
manakala ia tentang kita
aku si burung merpati
dan kamu si bidadari
walaupun kita berbeza
kita saling bercinta
dan apa jua berlaku
ku akan tetap cintaimu
kerna ku tahu
mu juga cintaiku
selagi kita berdua
tidak kira bila
akan tetap ku tunggu mu
untuk mengetuk pintu hatiku"

2010-05-28T00:16:00.004+08:00

since i came to this skool
i made many new, great fwens
learned boring but mostly fun modules
and most importantly, i found is u
whom actually change my life around
i come earlier, just so i can see u
i went home late, just so i can be with u
everything around me revolves around u
ur the energy which keeps me going
a smile is seen when there's me n u
dis is a feeling, i once knew
as long as im with u ~

to my classmates-please dun disturb dis blog or i will just close it down again~

hey everybody
im in no mood now
currently missing someone dearly
no contacts for a whole of 2 weeks plus
waaaaa, seriously its difficult
oh ya, currently its my holidays now for 2 weeks
soo if u all have any plans for me,
do call me up k
i think dats all for now
chaooo~

to you
im really sorry dat i make u cry just now
its totally my fault
i promised not to do that stupid thing again
how i wish im shot after seeing u cry
every tears flowing down ur eyes
its such a pain to see
i shall not forgive myself
its so immature of me, sorry ~

2010-05-22T20:19:00.005+08:00

hey sweeetheart ♥
im currently missing u
do u miss me ?
im puzzled bout the sweet memories
u keep talkin about
yes, we will keep making these memories
but are u trying to tell me something
are u saying we cant be together
as i waited for ur answer,
u should noe dat i love u too
even if i nvr did say dem to u
i dun care if our worlds are different
what i cared most is being with u
every hour, every minutes and every seconds
as long as we are together,
i will keep giving u dis sweet memories

hiyaaa
soo tday is saturday
n im very bored now
should i study for exam now??
hmm, maybe latr.....
k gonna keep listening to songs
chaoo~

2010-05-18T22:37:00.003+08:00

heyy all
its a fun day tday
many unexpected things happen
oh yaa sin hui, i dun need a picture of u
n i will give u a reason why:

'looking in the night sky
reminds me of u
the stars resembles the sparkles
in ur eyes when i look at u
while the moon shows ur inner beauty
that shines whenever im with u
even if we are far from each other
and i can only see u in the morning
i always have the night sky to see u ~'

lets just hope my classmates dun see dis
hahs
im now in such a dilemma
n seriously wish wad the couple sheri n blueberry
say is not true~
k dats all for now
chaoo

2010-05-16T00:21:00.011+08:00

dis is another of my lost story♥
an incomplete story which im letting go
a gurl whom i never knew
sorry its in malay
sufi out~

telah lama ku merenung muka mu
tapi malangnya ku hanya tahu nama mu
hendak ku tahu nombor mu
supaya ku dpt mendengar suara sedap mu itu
setiap hari tlh ku cari
akan tetapi gagal percubaan ku ini
sejak malam itu
ku brfikir, tahukah dia nama ku?
izinkan ku beritahunya nama ku nanti
"heyy siti, nama ku sufi..."

andai ku tau
bahwa ku tidak akan mendapat mu
ohhh sayang....
kenapa kamu hilangkan diri
tidak kah mu tau, kamu ku rindui
hati ku akan sentiasa pedih
jikalau ku tau kamu berasa sedih
hendak ku keringkan air mata mu
sambil memeluk dan pujuk hati mu yang sedih itu
tetapi malangnya....

kawan ku semua mempunyai pendapat yang lain
oleh itu kita tidak dapat berdua
dan ia bukan kerna dunia kita berbeza
dengan itu, ku terpaksa melepaskan mu
daripada hidup ku, ingatan ku dan juga hatiku
semoga kamu sentiasa bahagia di mana2 kamu berada
kerna kebahagian mu itu
akan memberi kekuatan kepadaku untuk melupakan mu
lalu ku akhiri, "selamat tinggal siti,
lupakan lah laki yang bernama sufi ini..."

2010-05-14T22:35:00.004+08:00

its been a mixed week for me
good and bad
but yes ar, its finally weekend
its been a tiring week
but its been fun, exciting
now is my exam week,
k lets get to the best part

k few days ago, i try out the scuba diving
at where, well in the swimming pool
weird right, but its damn cool
if u laugh, fool u coz u nvr try it before
den the capoeira, its sooo fun n tiring
made new fwens there
hiyaaaakkkk....

sad part is the last 2 days, i nvr submit my rj
gonna get C again, damnnn
actually i did dem, but fell asleep when wanna submit dem
hais
den im also missing my classmates, and someone♥>>>
hahs
kk gonna go now
chaooo

2010-04-27T16:39:00.009+08:00

heyyyy
im currently in skool, funnn dokkk
soo yaa, tday is my fwen, Apribelle bday
n we all bought her a cake
soo sweet of us~
she's 17 tday, so yaa
its almost 2 weeks,dat we are together as a class
den just now gt some funny moments as per usual
the teacher also join in the laughter, hahs
kekek seyy tadi...
soo my cca are scuba diving and capoeira
cool right, yeahhh
kk gonna go nw
chaooo~

'its almost our 2 weeks together as a class
n everyday its been a blast
joking, laughing had been our class motto
the same joy as strucking a lotto
and so let us continue our days together
strengthening our bond stronger
and finally become a family
a family of W34D ~'

2010-04-16T23:46:00.005+08:00

wazzzzzupppppp!!!!!!!
hahs, dats wad willie say when we met
yeahh, he's in my group for FOC
the members from group3 which stays are
me, both din, sufian, hedir, era.
the FOC nt bad. i perfected my dance move
and the last day, its probably the best ar
coz gt skool jam at the field
baek per. dunno wad bands playin
but its funnn dok, some of the neighboring ppl come to enjoy also

DJ: PUT UR HANDS UP. HANDS UP.
EVERYBODY JUMP. JUMP. JUMP

gerek ar. den next day start skool already sia
soo yaa, onli bring lappie
furst day jer, i come late. haisss
soo yaaa, its funnn
except dat everyday gt presentation
n i hate doin RJ. yuckkkk

dats all i think, soo yaa
im gonna look for her maybe next friday
soo yeahh, chaoo~

~gurls hu wears boxers is totally hot (:

2010-04-11T01:31:00.009+08:00

heyyyy everybody soo yeahh, im in a preety good mood tday.... last 2 days ago, gt camp at my new skool, rp.... irritating part is dat its nt overnight stay so hav to go home n go back there in the morning, since its an hour plus ride from my house, its troublesome...well the camp was nt bad.... furst day for the furst few hours was veri boring but den when the games gt fun, it was awesome..second day was more funn den the furst day coz it was raining when we play our wet activities..im bruised all over after playin dem but all of it was funnn especially the last part which is the mass dance, soo learned some moves, made some fwens, noe the skool abit better soo yaaa, maybe lookin forward to next week's camp... just nw, went to npcc campfire with pamy n zah...met kishen, ashiq, zh there, the campfire was well abit boring ar gt some funny moments n well i kinda regret nt doin the 'i ask my love' thingy soo yeah...it was fun... nw im lik realli realli tired hav to rest my bruised body, haiss, skool started already, kk goin off nw

the 3 bros

amacam, hahs
she's just someone i met there~

2010-04-03T17:13:00.008+08:00

hiyaaa, yesterday is quite fun for me
becoming a model for the day
went to bugis with my siblings n hafeez
its a blast over there
bought many clothes for myself
n also blanja-ed dem some stuff
my older sis gt 2 bags
while my younger sis n hafeez gt a pair of shoe
total spent over there is $200 plus
all using my money
haiss
k gonna go off nw
chaoo

here are some pics there

2010-04-02T00:59:00.003+08:00

'Not even a day had passed n im missing u all already
As the memories played itself infront of me
Both my eyes is getting redder
N nw i realised how alone im without u all ard me
While i constantly wipe away the water
Dat is gradually streaming down on my face
n so i wonder~
As we all will be going our seperate ways
It will further more test our fwenship
But im sure it wont matter
As we will still be fwens for long~
N i will be missing all of u, ooooo to u'

dis is the msg dat is send to my dear fwens
if u wonder wads the 'ooooo' is
its actually meant hugs
from xoxoxo which is hugs n kisses
just so u noe....

2010-03-31T23:41:00.003+08:00

hey all
tday is such a terrible day
fun, funny yet sad n painful
coz tday was my last day of work
seeing n hugging everyone in the end was wad i wanted
but dey all rushed home as it was raining heavily
yeah take pics with some ppl there, n also receive some present
tanx you all very muchhh, gonna mishh eu all veryy muchh
n well we all wear smart2, n look darn good together

soo yaaa, just nw went karaoke-ing with some of the mak-chicks
hahahas, lagu dangdut sey byk
gelek-gelek, goyangkan badan, hehs
the place damn huge sia, quite fun
tanx kak ema for blanja-ing us there
oh how i miss dem right nw,
i nvr gt to say goodbye to most of dem properly );
haissss
soo after dat we left dem n went to eat at QIJI
fun jugak ar, laugh2
den take cab home with my 2 darlings, sakeenah n stacey
in the cab i was sitting at the center
soo after a few secs in, both of dem hugged me tightly
den dey let go but when i say 'finally'
dey hugged me again, it continues for 3 times

realli missing all of dem right nw
maybe gonna meet dem next week
cant wait for it, hopefully all can make it
soo yeah dats all
chaooo

2010-03-26T00:03:00.003+08:00

ITS THE BESTEST OF AFTERNOON
tday was FUN TO THE MAX!!!!!!
after work we cab-ed to tanah merah
must take 2 cab, n gettin the cab is very hard
coz its raining heavily n no cab went inside our workplace
soo yaa me, din n farina was totally drenched when flagging the cab for dem
oh ya the ppl are me, din, farina, sakeenah, stacey, rusydi.
jali had to go home, sad thing he miss out the fun
den mrt-ed to changi airport, was goin to surprise rusydi
as his b'day is tmr n wanna blanja-ed him seoul garden there
but it was nt bouffe??( the wide variety of food selections)
after we sat down n talk to fandi, hu works there

(when about to go out)
me: since we sit already, must we like pay dem
all: pay dem wad, we haven even order
me: the entrance fee, must pay right???
hahs, den dey all burst out laughing

so we went out n heads to tamp.
where we began our delightful feast
we all ate for maybe more den 3hrs
n im the last person to stop eating (:
we hav the telepathy, bullets, nt cooked n famished(hahs)
stacey say nobody can say dey r full
so i say im famished confidently
thinking it was another word for full, all laugh at me
n stacey cook another fresh batch just for me, hahs

n with our huge stomach we went to toy r us
play play, joke joke, soo much fun
den stacey, sakeenah bought rusydi his shirt
which is his b'day gift, den we all head home ar
from the start till the end, we all crack up jokes
laugh like mad. den laugh again n again

kk gonna sleep nw, tmr gt to go rp
soo early sia must reach there, 8.30am SHARP
last day of work is next week wednesday
nt looking forward to it.
k chaooo

2010-03-17T23:22:00.004+08:00

its gonna be a short one
just wanna say sorry to everyone
as tday i gt a terrible headache
n dat im just nt being myself
my ignorance n stubbornness is a pain, right
yeahh, soo im sorry for just nw

2010-03-14T01:28:00.002+08:00

yesterday n tday was a veri fun day
nvr go work but went out with fwens
currently i hav a terrible headache
it seems to be getting worst by seconds
hope to meet u all again soon
ask me out k, n treat me (:
kk my head is killing me
soo chao~

2010-03-10T21:02:00.002+08:00

help me, it wont stop....
dats wad i say when im playing in the swing just nw
hahaha, tanx sakeenah for makin it stop
yeahhh, just nw after work went out with dem
rusydi, jali, sakeenah, stacey, din, farina n me
fun dokkk
we went to simpang bedok to eat
klakar giler seyy kt sane
laugh2 until our stomach pain
n it is somehow sakeenah's unlucky day

rusydi: eh ape dah jadi ngan kau sey. kt skola senyap jer.
me: tu pasal.

just nw im lik veri hyper. damn talkative n being irritating
den after dat we went to mad jack
where we ate ice creams
i did nt ate much since i dun lik ice cream
yeah n it was also veri funny there
den jali had to go home so send him home
n den went to playground
at there we sat down n tell ghost story
take some pics. played swings n den went home
had wanted to climb the tree there, but its already 7++
soo yeahhh

maybe goin to poly on friday???
still no one to company me
n i cannot apply for mendaki coz i nt malay
hahs, im others. jyeahh
k la too tired already
nites all

2010-03-09T21:41:00.005+08:00

D-BATT ????

dats my newest nick. soo many nick seyyy
dey keep changing mine, i dunno why
but it does sound nice, D-BATT boi
tday i seem to be super-hyper sia
everybody seems to notice it
sakeenah, stacey, zul, di n the others totally made my day
im very positive tday, while farina is being negative
even though the weather is freakin HOTTT
n when i miss my stop, some nice guy
tap on my shoulder n ask me alight since its at the interchange
since i miss my stop i walk home ar

im gonna stop workin at the end of dis month
veryyy sad ar, gonna miss dem alll
especially my new fwens
sakeenah: s-e-n-d-u-k..senduk...
me: senduk. senduk. senduk. senduk
sakeenah: sen-duk
me: sen-duk
sakeenah: irritating eh
me: irritating eh???
sakeenah: ok stop it
me: ok stupid

hahas, kurang ajar ehhh
so maybe in few days time i goin to my poly
ALONE......
soo any kind souls wanna follow me
im treating, so if u wan pls do msg me fast
kk im goin sleep nw
chaoo~

2010-03-07T20:57:00.003+08:00

ayayayayayaya
heyyyy all
im veri tired dis days
even though been workin till 3pm onli
at work, im the onli one hu gt sent ard
from place to place, do stuff n soo must multi-task ar
tiring den before sia...

den yestrday night something unexplainable happen
i was realli tired n veri veri veri hungry
while my parents went out buy food
i stayed home n watched tee-vee
fell asleep ard 8pm lik dat
n woke up at 4.30am due to my stomach constant grumbling
found myself in my bed, look ard den go back sleep ar
morning came n i complain to my folks
to why dey did nt wake me up
n their answer
the whole family did try wake me up
n im still asleep
tido mati tuuu....
after dat i ask how did i end up on my bed
dey all say i just gt up n den straight away lie down
n fell asleep once again
i cant remember anything other den being asleep in the sofa
im soo unlucky,
coz nvr gt to eat, n nvr gt to see my football match
hais...

oh yaa, just nw went goin pergas
there's dis 1 gurl ar
we were at the traffic light waiting to walk
den she just walk out to the oncoming traffic
the vehicles were all moving veri fast
n she can still stroll along it
even when the nearest vehicle is afew metres away
she's calm while im just scared for her safety
she maybe brave n cute
n yet she's stupid, irresponsible
haiyoo

k im off
gonna sleep nw, nites

2010-03-03T19:15:00.005+08:00

ohh heyy, its gonna be a short post
had wanted to post bout the concert
but to lazy to do dem
oh yaa, nw my work there's no more OT
soo sad sia, salary will be halved from last month
hais...

i also just notice dat
i have forgotten how to smile
dats just soo bad
dunno wad exactly coz it
maybe by nt showing my emotions to anyone
it actually is hidden somewhere
hmmm....

2010-02-27T00:39:00.002+08:00

sometimes u just hav to sit down or lie down
n just appreciate dat moment
a day where u can absolutely rest ur entire self
a time which i did so tday
it was enjoyable as it last
although it can be preety boring
i enjoyed my rest very well

oh yaa, the football thingy is cancel due to some ppl cant make it
haisss
i was realli anticipating it
but, heyy on a positive note
i might be goin shopping with my cuzzies on dat day instead
yeashhh ar, finally gonna spend my hard-earned money
anyone care to join????
hahs

anw at work,
my cuzzies n i r getting lik by all the makciks
its gonna be hard for dem if we r to suddenly leave
we still hav a month to work for, soo it will be fun
im known over there as Mawi or Prof/Dr Battery
n to some as Smith??????
hahas kecoh seyyyy
even soo, i haven met any of my fwens
for quite a long time already
dat im missing dem terribly );
MISS U ALL
MEET SOON K

k boi wanna go off now
chaoo~

2010-02-22T22:33:00.003+08:00

3 more days..........

oooh i cant wait
cant wait for wad u might ask
well to take a break from work laaa
on friday, i will be takin off day
its been exhausting workin n waking up in early hours
lack of sleep, lack of rest
2 whole weeks of doin it week in, week out
next week will be a month workin there
cant believe i actually made it
well there's some fun ppl there
hahas, my nick change again as the day goes

just nw after work, slack with cuzzies, din n farina
at mac, where we ate, talk n laugh damn loud
hahas, totally fun ar
cant wait for weekends
will be playing football again, atlast......
n will be watching concert, yeahhh

im ko-ed now
too tired, everywhere hurts
take care ppl
nites y'all

hmm, can i wait??

2010-02-10T23:26:00.013+08:00

shhhh.....
HEY EVERYBODY..LISTEN
WE'R GONNA HIT IT NOW
READY( ok!! )
5, 6, 7, 8,
pamy still liks the cheer
nice memories, misses everybody
oh yaa sorry for nt bloggin
coz its been rather tiring workin
12hrs a day, must stand n its freaking cold in there
i work at a factory, hahs
many makciks, pakciks soo boresome
atleast the pay is nt dat bad
n well my nickname there is battery boi
hahs, *factory joke
oh yaa, just nw goin home from work, slept in bus
den gt small boi bout 4 or 5yrs old sit beside me
den suddenly shout, lik walaooo
coz of him cannot go back sleep
him looking at me with his cute big eyes
haisss

kk last sunday, its the funnest day!!!
went pergas, slept in two lessons den last lesson laugh
after dat my family n i n also hafeez
played kite.....fun tauuuu
den went Courts
i bought a camera (:
n also a laptop
soo nw bankrupt, n must pay my dad more den $1k
for the lappie n tickets for concert, yayyy

well gonna stop nw
its getting late, so for those skool-ing. HAVE FUN !!!!
n for me to quit my job ASAP
soo nites aitees

2010-01-24T15:27:00.007+08:00

lets say heyyyy
yeahh im back
no more regrets for me
hopefully....
lets recall the last few days

thurs:
very the boring
nobody to disturb
so movie-marathoned the whole day
watched sherlock holmes, harry potter n many more

friday:
went to cca fair
fun coz outside with fwens
but den wasted $30+ just on food for myself
estimate time from furst n last meal is 5hrs
err nt sure if there's anything else

saturday:
accompany hafeez to the gym
den go swimming
me loves swimming(:
goin out with him is somewhat unexciting
coz gt a gurl whom keep calling him every 3-8mins
quite irritating
blanja-ed him

sunday:
went to pergas
first lesson fun
second lesson slept
third lesson laugh
hahs soo fun
goin to work soon
whereby its my last day tday
quitting coz its no fun no more
cant wait....
hahs

k gt to go nw
hav to gt ready for work
see ya latr n nitesss (:

2010-01-11T01:21:00.003+08:00

hmm well my results will be out soon
n im nt prepared for it
it may be good or it could be terrible
but one thing im sure is dat
wad ever the result is
i had done my very best for it

well dis could be my last post
or it could be a new beginning for me
wad ever it is, everybody pls be happy
n cherish ur life while u still can
sooo here's a last thing before i go
stay happy, be happy n smile always ppl

is it a goodbyes
or will it remains
will just hav to wait n see
as nothing is seems to be
a change will follow
n dats where i shall go
no time to reconsider
as its a goner....

2010-01-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

its a new year
n wad a great day to countdown
den at work, with all ur fwens
workin, sweaty n smell darn good
hahas
well last year
there's many downs den ups
the forgetable, unforgetable
pain, heartbreaks n many more
n also fond memories which i shall cherish
so hopefully dis year
it will change to better...

anw tday, is my off day
but somehow, the head chef ask me come
went to work, soo tiring sia
went home n smell lik squid
seriously yucky
well after dat went bowling
there's 4 families playin
mine, om suk's, aunty na's n fishy's family
played pool too
in the games played i was second
while my dad furst as always
just cant beat him in bowling
den we all go to simpang bedok
n eat.... yummy
while eatin, fishy disturb me
msg-ing den callin me
sayin he's stuck in the toilet
den help him out ar
sheesh teruk betul budak ni

nw seriously tired,
den tmr gt work somemore
haiyooo...
k la till next time aitees

to the fish evil gurl fwen
take care n recover fast
so u can disturb fishy for me
hahaas...
anw take care of urself aitees

2009-12-29T13:59:00.003+08:00

hey ppl
nw im lik realli tired plus sleepy
but latr still hav to go work
haiyooo
nw days hav been busy with work
dat i dun hav time for others
well sorry aitees

well yestrday ade christmas party
at my work place, n it was a
BLASTTT!!!!!!!!
the party was well after we all finish workin
at ard 12am lik dat it start ar
before the party i work, den went home, change
den go out again.. tiring seyyy
well the party starts out fine
den it ROCKSS
especially the food
it was YUM-MEE
den after dat ashiq, herman, ly all dat go home
had wan to go home but nt enough money
taxi fare to bedok
very-the-EX
soo just stayed there
but well its fun seeing some of dem gettin drunk
dey r soo funny.....
had some laughs....
my dad fetch me, went home n just sleep
gonna gt readi now
till next time aitees

to someone
its consider rude to call names
especially since im older den u
i dun care if its sometimes
but since u say it always
its kinda irritating n disrespectful
n well dats all

2009-12-21T01:15:00.002+08:00

sorry for nt blogging for soo long
as i hav been busy with some stuffs
n well im also waiting for my salary to come
been workin hard, n its tiring
my family is goin to malaysia
n i will be left behind
cos of work ):
soo i will update bout the latest

erm, well last friday went sleep-over fish house
normal stuff, slept late
next morning, played badminton
n other stuff
my right feet is swollen coz of it
atleast his condition is worser den mine
den went bbq at pasir ris
stayed overnight, nvr sleep
coz abg iwan made us play some game
onli sleep abt 6 at the roof
den it started raining, but too lazy to gt up
n just continue sleeping
den went home, change n off to work

soo nw im realli tired
feet still swollen
gonna sleep nw
tc ppl

fighting....
its fun once in awhile
it will hurt but dats it
coz u will noe how u did
fight hard, stay strong

2009-11-27T11:06:00.004+08:00

u left when i realli
needed u the most
n which happens to be
the worst possible time to tell me
a moment i wont ever forgt
pain is felt by me alone
fault is all mine to take
happiness is wad i lose
forgiveness i had to make
a word i cant say
nor can i accept
n so U, take care aitees
stay happy always
if u r happy, den i will be alright
as it maybe the last we see
or talk to each other
smiles always k....

2009-11-26T01:40:00.001+08:00

to U,
its nt ur fault
so dun be blaming urself
certain things happen for a reason
since dey all blame me already
its my fault den..
dun say sorry as its nt ur fault
n now more den ever
i need u to be there for me
so pls try alright...
stay happy, be happy k gurl

2009-11-26T01:06:00.000+08:00

phewww wad a day
i just gt back from mediacorp
watched the s'pore idol there
it was fun with us four cuzins
manage to take some pics but cant upload...
abg boi sure is tired or bored
coz he slept while the idols r singing
hahas.....
so he n ril, went home furst, leaving me n din
we had a blast together, watched SLEEQ perform
n also the idols perform...quite boring actually
when goin home, ader prob, coz the mrt ends early
n there's no bus goin to bedok, so we taxi-ed home

well before dat slept at hafeez house
help him make his crossbow
train him, n also did workout myself
so yeahhhh

anw sorry to all bout cancelling it
its realli my fault actually
i'll take all the blame
soo ppl blame me n nt her k
soo dats all aitees

2009-11-19T23:57:00.002+08:00

it just take a sentence n its done
knowing me, its hard for me to do so
atlast its said, n im loving it (:

chances in life onli comes once
but sometimes twice n maybe thrice
n when dat opportunities come
u hav to make the right choice
once made, there's no looking back
just hav to move on......

k well my life hav been terrific
since dat day...
gonna treasure every moments of it
since many ppl hav been waitin
to see me smile again
yeahhh

n well to my dear noona
im sorry for anything i did
i noe im wrong
but to see u lik dis, is a pain to all hu care
if there's a problem, u can talk to me
since u r always there when i need ur help
even though u r havin problem, u still help me
n so ur kindness, will i try to repay k
a fwen whom i wish is smiling more often
coz ur happyness is wad we all wan
pls try n smile more k......

2009-11-08T00:00:00.001+08:00

just when i thought my life is goin to be better
it comes tumbling down in a day
which day it is, does nt matter
just wanna forgt dat dreadful day

its a domino in real life
knocking my tiles over
when it is about to start
not givin me a chance to get thru
a moment i wish will come true
a day i knew will nvr be
a stories which hav no happy-ending

a time where i will reflect
to all those mistake there is
even though its nt my fault to begin with
a joy to those hu love to see me suffer
another heartbreak for those hu actually care
as i will distance myself from my loved ones
hide myself in a dark corner n out of sight
where i will be crying n pouring my hearts out
tearing my inner-self to pieces
makin me unrecognisable to others
it would nt matter if dey ask
i would just say its all in the past
as the pain within me
will i withstand alone
for everyone i shall try

sorry....
its just a five-letter word
if use in a correct sentence, can be strong
but its just another five-letter word
wads the point of saying it
when u will keep doin the same mistake
saying it over n over again, won't do any good
its pointless n meaningless
although its my mistake to u
again im sorry....

2009-11-01T01:25:00.004+08:00

im gonna update since its my special day
n alot of thing realli did happens
loves all those ppl hu made it such a wonderful day
tanx u all very much (:

well it all started on saturday itself
the day before my b'day
my parents bought me balloons
nice u noe, gt my name n 'ELMO'
after dat in the evening met celeste n din
study at 201 Mac... dunno why dis tampinese ppl call dat, so rubbish sey
hahas, study till midnight n dey r the furst to wish me
nice ar, den gt present, surprising sey
dunno when both of dem go out together
so nice, gt a baby sylvester..soo cute just lik....

well tday i gt more surprises by my family n fwens
before my family left for the reception(orang kahwin)
they present me with my presents n cake
my little sis gt me a BSB disc while my sis gt me deoderant
reali nice of dem...
after dat left the house to study for awhile
before meeting ida at simei (:
den heads to vivo where wani n zulaika r at
walk around vivo search for movie theatre
hahas...walk round n round, penat seyyy
after getting the tikets we sat outside
where dey all surprise me
wani n ida make a cake for me
sooo sweet... just lik the cake, sweet
oh yaa, Zu also wish me by givin me a receipt with all their signatures in it
hahas, a classic thing
den watch movie, 'Love Happens' ??
its ok ar, n i keep drinking my water till empty
den heads home...
now currently eatin briyani...yumm

k lastly tanx to all hu wishes me
n surprises me n also the presents
to the gurls at vivo, hahas
sorry for nt talkin much
as i gt a sorethroat n a terrible headache
nvr tell u all coz dun wan ruin the day
anw had a blast with u all
esp.......hu looks BEAUTIFUL
haha, kite puji dia lagi

kk goin off now
tanx everybody once again
as i totally enjoy it
k nites

sufi out

2009-10-07T01:28:00.007+08:00

ok ppl i finally update mine k
soo it will goin to be a while before i update mine again
due to the exams comin up
soo wish me lucks k, bace doa for me banyak3

ok lets get started.............
i been studying n slacking alot
err, anything else, i dun think soo
oh yaaa i also did make some poems (:
hmm, wad to type
k la one last poem before i go

'Lookin for a place
To cry quietly
A deserted place
Where no one can see me shed a tear
Or hear my cries
A place which is hard to find~

A tiresome time den to wait for it to rain
As i patiently wait for it to rain
My eyes is getting redder n smaller by the second
Waitin for the moment to let it go
N takin my chances with the rain'

erm, i think dats about all
ohh yaa before i forgt
BSB have release their new album
i realli wan the songs, anybody hav dem tell me k
coz maybe nt goin to buy the disc as goin buy camera

k la peeps
see u all next time aitees
to those hu gt exams
well goodluck to u k

sufi out

2009-09-21T00:47:00.003+08:00

phewww
wad a day..........
i'd want to sleep now
but well just hav to watch soccer
Man U won 4-3 against rivals Man City
n owen scored the last goal of the amazing game
heart thumping, adrenaline high till the final whistle

sooo tday is furst day of Eid or hari raya
went with my datok to mosque, where we pray
goo home, eat den sleep laa
waited for the rest to come
waited n waited
went dey come, we all start askin for forgiveness laa
one of my auntie make my eyes wet
as she had expected alot from me
n i fail her badly
she kinda of scold me n i realli am sorry for failing her
its a bad start for the day
but its worth it as i deserve the scoldings n helpful words
soo went to only 3 house
as my dad gt hamstring problem n can barely walk after the 3rd house
hopefully his well tmr

hav fun tday
saw many of my cuzins
fool around as usual with dem
n something caught my eye
many ppl r wearing blue or pink
which happens to be my family colour dis year
hahas...............

im sooo tired now
as many ppl just visit my house n hav to serve dem
tiring seyyy
k see ya next time aitees

sufi 0ut

2009-09-19T08:08:00.004+08:00

tday is gonna be a very long dayyyy
n im nt lookin for it
but tmr will be a different story
hahaha

sooo yestrday was a busy day for mee
after reachin home, im straight put to work
one of dem is helping my mom n sis do the kueh....yum....chocolatey
den at night, follow my mom to shensiong for a while
buy some stuff n return home
where finally i can rest
but since im toooo tired
i kinda of fell asleep infront of my laptop
hahas
tee-vee still on n the laptop shut down as battery flat
is wad i found when i wake up for sahur
sorry to noona for nt replying u.......

k tday wake up early,
should hav follow my mom to pasar
but well stayed home to watch dis lontong cook
my main job is to keep adding water
haiss, still tired laa
wan to sleep somemore
tsk tsk tsk

latr on there will be plenty of work for me to do
nt lookin forward to it
its the last dayy
sooo wad can anybody expect
soooo is lookin forward to tmr
n happy Eid to everybody (:

sufi out..............

2009-09-13T21:39:00.000+08:00

ok ppl i blogged,
hope u r happy k
sooo dis week, i m quite busy laaa
clean the house, tolong buat kueh, beli baju, clean the house again
haiss, tired siaaa

soo weird thing happen to me tday
while goin to pergas in the mrt
i was standing near the door n reading my newspaper
while waiting to alight at Bugis
after a few stops, a man alights n stand near me
he looks philipines or indonesian
he is listening to song in his MP3
soo as the journey continue
the man seems to be standing closer n closer to mee
n occasionally leans forward to me
its sooo close dat i can hear the song in his MP3
which he had lower down its volume
sooo freaky uhh
n there's more...........
he seems to be talking to me
but good thing is i dunno he is talkin to me untill i left the train
as after makin eye contact showing dat i wan to go out
he looks at me weirdly
while walking out he seems to whisper somtin to my ear
which i dunno wad it is
sooo dats the worst, weird n yucky train ride EVERRR

soo tmr is skool
next week is Eid or hari raya
hopes my result will be good
k im off now
see ya next time aitees

2009-09-03T23:46:00.000+08:00

'Trapped in darkness of home
Felt helpless, lost n alone
I linger on for hope i'll be forgiven,
For hope dat i'll be here when u return
So where r u ?
Nobody ever told me
So im lost without u by my side
With no help in sight
N felt the cold-hearted darkness
Which drown away all the happiness inside
My words are becoming nothing
N soon i'll just be a memory'

just somtin dat comes in to my mind

........................................

a dear person once told me,

'If you were given a second chance in life
you must take it with both hands
and make sure you are successful
in your second try in life
if not it's such a waste of time
re-doing your same mistakes in life'

'If you were to dream
try chase for that dream
and make it a reality'

'If you were to aim
you should aim for the moon
but if you miss
you will land among the stars'

'In life,
everyone will go thru
hardship and pain
but the difference everybody makes
is how they deal or solve their problems'

'If at first you dun succeed
den you try n try again
but if you still dun succeed
just keep moving forward'

..................................

2009-08-22T00:06:00.004+08:00

I kept thinking
to whether we will be fwens long
An everlasting fwenship which can be made
a fwen lik no other

As u somehow change my life around to better
u also have make a big impact on me
unlike the others,
u stood up to me, when im down
wipe the tears from my face
makin me feel happy
as soon as i saw ur gaze

it seems dat u r an angel
as there's nothing bad i can say bout u
as all bout u is pure
from ur heart to ur soul

as the morning sun,
blaze brightly in the morning
i knew its a start of a bright day
where-by i can meet u once again
not wanting to miss a sec of a day
wanting it to last everyday

but it were never meant to end
as we all will go our seperate ways
makin me wonder
will i ever meet a fwen lik u again

it is a pity,
dat there's only one of u
but im rather lucky
as i get to hav a fwen lik u

2009-08-12T23:33:00.002+08:00

i dunno why laaa
but tonight i seem to feel abit downnn
wish dis feelin is gone away
right now, dis moment, right away
somehow my mind is stuck with dis song

'Izinkan diriku meluahkan rasa,
Maafkanlah aku andai kau terasa,
Biar ku paparkn apa yg terjadi,
Moga engkau tak ulangi.

Sungguh tak ku sangka kau berpaling tadah,
Setelah lamanya menjalinkan cinta,
Dalam diam-diam kau sudah berpunya,
Tanpa aku menyedari semuanya.

Aku mendoakan agar kau bahagia,
Bersama si dia insan yang kau suka,
Percintaan kita tak sampai ke mana,
Setakat di bibir saja.

Sayang...
Kau bina mahligai dari air mata,
Yang jatuh berderai di wajah sepiku,
Hancurnya hatiku bisa tak terkata,
Terhumban rasa diriku.

Oh aduhai ku masih ingati,
Janji manis dan saat romantis,
Kau pintaku supaya setia,
Akhirnya kau yang berubah.

Oh tuhanku tabahkan hatiku,
Temukan dengan ketenangan jiwa ini,
Dibelasah rindu,
Tetapi apa dayaku.

Ku cuba pejam mata tapi tak terlena,
Keranaku masih teringat pada mu,
Begitu payah nya nak ku melupakan,
Pernah kah kau memikirkan oh sayang...' by Lestari(Mahligaimu dari airmataku)

if u think dis is bout u, den ur wrong....
to the non-understanding malay, hahaha
sorry but if my english is any good, i would hav translate it for yaa
i'd wanted to post bout another thing but it will hav to wait
soo to my british bros, sorry aitees

somehow life is just difficult n cruel
makin ppl life miserable
with unbearable pressure to withstand
makin dem wan to be LEFT ALONE....

2009-08-07T12:26:00.001+08:00

dis will be a quick one
as i hav to go to bedok soon
sooo just now celebrate national day at skool
somehow its nice
my class rocks sia..........
GOOOOOO 501!!!!!!!

we did some class cheer, n here it go
' This is our national cheer,
501, liao, liao,
we are.......501,
UNITED AS ONE! (Roar)

Chinese, malay, indian, semua sama-sama
riot-riot annuar, singapore takda
Prata, satay, wanton is our local food
gum-gum, elek-elek, we all still have sweet

Singapore no chewing gum, also bo liao bubblegum
Nothing to worry about, cause we got our bumb.......'

cool per cheer.......
at hall, its kinda OK
but its nice to disturb Yun Yun
see her all blushing when me n pamy disturb her
hahahahahaha

late already laaa
hav to goooooo peeps
see ya next time aitees

2009-08-01T00:07:00.001+08:00

In life
there will always be a time where u'll feel sad, awful, angry......
u might feel there's no one hu understands u
or even there to help or cheer u
thinkin there's no point continuing it
but if u look around closely
there is always a fwen beside u
a fwen hu will help u
or lend u a helping hand
to guide u thru

to my bro, ZH
take care aitees
as we will always be there to help u
sorry to hurt ur feelings just now
as im just trying to make u smile
lik u always do
it must be hard for u
after wad happen(Ashiq still dunno wad it is)
dun take it sooo hard as its not ur fault???
there's always another chance
just take ur time
if u need anyone, there's always ur fwen to help u
as we all just want to see ur normal self again
seeing u lik dis, is torture to ur fwens
but its not ur fault, soo take ur time
u might tink dat we won't understand how u feelin now
but u will never be alone facing it
dat im sure
sooo do take care buddy
n hope to see ur smile again soon

dats all i guess...
take care aitees

2009-07-29T22:31:00.001+08:00

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH
i hate yesterday night
it make me sooo mad n also sad tinkin bout it
not gonna tell u all wad happen
but just to let u ppl figure it out, here's a clue
somtin happen n my dad tear afew $5o notes.....

...................................

sooo i bloody hell can't sleep dat night cause of it
sooo before i went to skool next day, i put all of my money savings on the table
next to the crumpled, torn notes
sedih tau tgk my money semua kat situ
i just finish saving dem to buy a camera
now im givin it away, just lik dat
i'd plan to buy a camera in afew weeks time
well now just hav to wait till next time....

...................................

so tday when i reurn home, one of my notes is missing
found out dat my sis used dem to buy KFC
just kept quiet bout the whole thing
i was studying in my room when
my mom took all the money after nobody claim it
now im totally broke

...................................

atleast there's someone who make my day tday
and dey r my fwens
especially Yun Yun A.K.A Celly
hahahahahahaha

k im off
see u all next time aitees

2009-07-17T23:37:00.005+08:00

Confuse.......
dats wad had been happening to me dis few weeks
im sooooooo confuse bout somtin
but i dunno wad ):
i can't sleep n can't even study
im having war with myself when im trying hard tostudy
as i just could nt remember anything
im sure my results will drop badly
my mind seems to wander off
n so i can't focus on anyting
sometimes i woke up in the middle of the night,
n found myself crying.......
i smile just to make others happy
n not worry abot me
a fake smile dat is
its a lie if i say im 'ok' or 'alright'
as its gettin worst by the weeks
im just sooo confuse with myself right now

Everyday i would walk pass ur class
to go to my maths class or just accompanying ZH
its sometimes a coincidence dat we met
i tot im over with u already
but i dunno why,
..............................
im sure u dun hav any feelings for me
right????
its just dat u knew me well den the others
n so is our friendship gonna last long? maybe?
somehow i just could nt talk to u just yet
so do take care

i'll just hav to somehow do it step by step
it will be hard
but i have to take my chances
if im lost i noe i can find help somewhere
its just a matter of time
im a ticking bomb ready to go off
5...4...3
2....
1.....
????????

just somtin i draw in class

2009-07-12T00:07:00.005+08:00

let's sum up my week,
skool has been ok
but have not been learning much
as the teachers is hardly around
somedays i never even learn anything
MT oral is alright
but i wish i'd say alot more since the topik is soo easy
my left hand is still bruised, from the beating Kevin give to me
he's lucky dat i never fought back sey
just can't recall much though
blame it on my short-memory loss

i have been slacking at home all week
watchin teevee, movieee n eatin all the time
sooo bored sia....
been disturbing everyone in the house all week

ohh yaa before i forgot.....
wan to say sorry to ZH n JX
for nt goin pool with them today
sorry guysss

k i hav to go....
need to sleep as tmr gt pergas
k nites all
see u all next time aitees

2009-07-02T22:01:00.002+08:00

its thursdayyyy
one more day left n its freedom for a while
been slacking as always n getting scolded as hav not been studying
dis gt to be the worst shoe week, my new shoe is freaking small
n its so tight, lucky i hav my bike with me.... so yeahhhh

today at skool, it was kecoh as always
dun hav assembly, so me, Ashiq n ZH chat together...boys talk
sooo us both makin fun of ZH for wad happen in skool
hahha.......poor ZH, its the worst start for him
givin a gurl present n she cry.....how worst can dat get???
ZH best of luck in the future aitees

tday in malay class i learn how to say some word properly...
eg: if A is aaaahhhhh
: if E is eeeeee
hahaha.... dats a fun class

k laaa im off...
see ya all next time aitees

2009-06-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

SUNDAYYYY
phewww, wad a day.........
its my first day of PERGAS.....
yeah it was ok
except for the part where-by Ina n Syerah make me look lik a fool on my very first day
dey let me in a wrong class........damn it was embarrassing
i'll get u all next time just u gurls wait.......

after dat we ate at Sakura near City Hall
its nice....once in a while eatin with dem
sad dat i was the onli boi though but its fine as im use to it already
after dat we went to mall n the gurls bought some stuff
.......inside the Dhoby Ghout mrt station, we went up, down, straight, up again
soo dizzy

take the train to Bedok where i meet Din
wait for him at the bus stop for a few mins
den must walk to find dat fella
soo tiring seyy
den walk again to the shop
its a loooooong walk, me with my slightly heavy bag n him with just a cap to carry
after dat went home about 7pm

at night went out to eatttttt
yummyyyyyy food!!!!!!!!
reach home around 10+++

dun wan to go skool tmr
i nvr do any hw seyyyy
how come my fever left went i needed it the most ):
now must sleep early seyy
see u all next time aitees
nitessss

2009-06-26T01:57:00.002+08:00

just slacking as always........
im right now a bit sick, hopefully it'll become worst before skool started as dun wan go skool yet
still nt sleepy, Syerah been helping me with dis stuff, soooo
TANX ALOT GURL!!!!!!!!!! U MAYBE ROCKSSS!!!!!!!!!

so tday, went out with Hafiz to watch Transformer at EHub
bought 6.30 tiket, den go to my grandfather' house to send some stuff
as usual we joke around, being silly as always.............
went there, bought some food for my grandfather, den left at 6.20
already late sey, all his fault laaa, nk sembahyang pun blh ketawe2
my grandfather gave us $20 each for us to spend for the movie
baek per~~
take the bus, otw there jam pulak tuuu
reach there abot 7
nvr buy popcorn or anytin, went inside, search for the place
we r rather silly sey, tk tgk tiket, n we open every door there is..........
watch movie, small boi beside me talks so loud
small boi: WAAAHHHH!!!!,
small boi: EH, DAT ROBOT IS.............
small boi: FUNNY RIGHT DAT SMALL DUMB ROBOT( he looks at me)
me: yesssssss( n smile nicely)

the movie was nice........
the gurls behind me was cute.....so i keep looking back....hahahas
it was rather an unpleasant time for me coz of the boi n my rumbling stomach(sooo hungry)
ate at BK, its rather empty which is nice
walk home with Hafiz
reach home ard 10,
now still can't sleep........
see u all next time aitees
nitessss

2009-06-22T21:19:00.000+08:00

hehehehe, im just slacking right nowww
today is the day just after i came back from my holidays
there's the fun and of course silly moments from my family......hahaha
ok lets get started............

first day,
its preety boring laa, nothing much to-do in the Panorama Hotel which my family is staying in
but goin to the hotel was a diff experience as we r all being pampered by dem
dey fetch us from the jetty, giv free drinks while waitin, hav our own chauffeur.....cool huh
the gurls went to the spa while the guys went to the Nagoya Hill......cut my hair dere
den wait for the gurls to return before we all went to eat, slept wen waitin for dem n gt scolded by the gurls for nt waking up......

2nd day,
wake up late, eat, den went out
go for go-kart, came in first, beating my adek in the last turn (:
after dat went SHOPPING!!!!!!!
bought 2 collared-shirt(i nvr wear dem before, just tryin) with my money
n a cap which i shared with my sis
den eat shop eat shop
my dad also won 2 stuff after buyin a vaccuum dere
go back hotel, my adek-beradeks n i went swimming
at night we went to karaoke since we dun hav anytin better to-do
first time my family karaoke n since onli my sis n my mom cn sing
klakar abes sey kat sane.....

last day
again i wake up late as i slept late last night........
eat, go out n look around.....
went back hotel to pack
den left to go ferry
ferry at 9.00PM, den we all waste time at the Megamall
n i had to carry dis heavy bulky bag with me everywhere.......leceh tauu
eat, buy some stuff
bought some jeans
played arcade, watch horror indon movie-forgt the name sori
but its lik sooo boring n its sooooo dirtyyyy.....
take ferry, went home by taxi
my dad kind of fight with someone over the taxi....hahaha

now watching with my family the horror DVDs we bought at there
i had wanted to elaborate more bt just dun feel lik it....
i'll show u some of the pics in the next post
see u den aitees
nites........

2009-06-18T23:45:00.001+08:00

waaah, so many things happen during dis 2 days....
semua kekek abes sey.... hahaha
well yesterday i went with Din to get my passport,
Hafiz somehow i cannot contact him, n he miss out
well, at there it was quite fast, after 10 mins n we r both out with my new passport
but takin the thing, quite funny laa,
the indian lady who is at the counter was very cheerful
n because of my stupidity writing down the things, we all have some laughs
hahaha, n she is very nice, n somehow quite funny (:
after dat me n Din take the bus to our destination laaa
sooo today, the day before my trip to Batam,
my adek-beradeks all, try to keep the house clean
me n sakinah do the clothes 3 times in a day, cuci banyak betul baju
wen doin dat, ader la the funny moments...onli she noe, hahaha
i swept the whole house, lipat baju with the others...
den after dat just slackkk, while the others kemas their baju.....
den the whole family sit on the table, n talk....
klakar jugak laa, dey keep sayin i look worst den a terrorist sey,
when dey see my new passport photo.....
den dey also ask my mom to pack some plastic bag for me
as dey say i gt motion-sickness la,
after all, almost all the trips i went n i vomit, in the bus, taxi, car n maybe ferry ???
haisss......
soo now almost everyone is sleeping except me n my dad
lookin forward to dis trip.......
gonna miss u allllllll
see u all soon aitees
nitessss

2009-06-17T02:05:00.006+08:00

waaahh, its so late already.....
very sleepy sey.......
today is quite average for me...
wake up at 12++
ate n do some work in the house
clean the 3 fans, soo tiring sey
after spraying water on dem, i kind of make sure all the dust r out
by using a sponge....
semangat tauuu
tgh buat tu kekek jugak la.....ader la ehh (btw me n my adek)
den after dat tolong my adek do the baju.........
worth it though as after dat i get to go out
YAHOOOO!!!!!!!
sooo i follow dis botak boi aka Hafiz
he goin swimming again, hais tk abes2 budak ni laa
i keep disturbing him bout his botak head, hahaha
kekek sey
at there, as per usual, did many laps.........
saw dis girl with her bro, so cute seyy, the girl with her blue swimsuit
when she do her lap, i follow her, n it goes on laa
but suddenly she disappear, sad sey....should hav follow her......
after swimming, tgh nk mandi, budak tu start la mepek dia
S: sufi, H: hafiz
S: eh, kau bawak shampoo tk?
H: ader, jab eh, aku pakai dulu
S: oiii, cepat la
H: eh, buat aper aku nk pakai sey, aku takde rambut eh...terlupa uhh
S: sleng la kau ni,hahaha

after dat ate at the same place again
go to TM n buy my book, SCORPIA
den went home
but i went to the police station for a while
to make a report on my lost passport
the policemen inside was busy watching tee-vee
n i disturb him, hahaha
sori mister...
found out tak yah buat report.....buang masa jer laa

tmr goin to get my new passport
yes, finally...dapat jugak gi holiday
Hafiz n Din maybe following me
yeah dats bout all i guess,
gonna read my new book
see u all next time aitees,
nites..................