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Thursday, May 19

MOST DIFFICULT MOMENTS OF LIFE

- Giving someone a hug when u need it the most urself

- Fighting back the tears in ur eyes to wipe off someone else's tears

- Listening to somebody's grief when u want ur misery to be heard

- Being the reason for someone's smile when ur own smile is lost

- Seeing someone u love being with someone else

- Being true to urself instead of lying to ease the pain

- Living away from ur family when u need them to be with u

- Sacrificing ur own happiness for someone else

- Being there for someone when u need them to be there for u instead

11:17 PM

Tuesday, April 12

i guess moving on is the best move for now

after all i did met her already

and dat got to be the best thing ever!

i still wish..hais..

the un-replied msg i send her

Roses are red

But i prefer it blue

I wished you had said

That i'm in love with you too

Coz now i wish i'm dead

As i can't stop thinking of you

If i were to wait,

Would you ever love me like others do?

And do you believe in fate

As its fate that made me found you~

i made it short for a reason

as main purpose is to made it short n sweet

guess that's all

cheerio

1:48 AM

Monday, March 28

Not sure if I should post it, ok shall post it since got happy ending

Haha, ok so just now bout 2 plus goin to 3, I got a text msg. it’s a dead serious msg(dead serious msg as in dying person kind of msg ar, if still dun understand, i dun care) . since I haven’t showered, quickly showered. I think it’s the quickest one I had for ages. Its less den 5 mins. Damn. Wore trackpants, grab a shirt, took my stuff n phone den rush out the door. In less den 6 or 7mins after receiving the msg, im out. Its raining heavily. REALLY HEAVILY. n I was wearing slippers, I ran in the rain, to catch a taxi. N many times, one of my slipper kinda drop off. Coz im rushing, I flagged n gt the Mercedes taxi.(its realli burning a hole in my pocket)

Took taxi to destination, while in taxi, I tried calling n msg-ing dat fella. But was ignored, so I did the second best thing, call someone whom I think noe where he go, Shoe. Called her, n she really took a long time. Got to noe dat fella was in block 200 plus n I was near dat fella house which is 100 plus ar. Its still raining heavily, my whole body was wet. So I tried callin dat fella again, he picked it up, sounded angry. I ask where he is den he say with his fwen n so I say bye. n slack near his house. Waited for maybe an hour plus den he called wanting to see me. I was freaking shivering the whole time, n nvr listen songs coz phone battery is low. Let’s just say im in a mess ar. While walking to see him, Nadia msg me. Then I was rather piss n she makes it worst. I shouted a few times den reply her. How could I ignore someone I love right. after dat Shoe called me. she crying thru the phone. While talking with her met the fella. Walk around, im still drenched, hungry n really need to go toilet.

Den an hour later, it’s a happy ending, haha sorry for ending it quickly n suddenly. The ending is alright, met Shoe, settle problems n met a CUTE kitten, played with it. den misses 2 bus. Nadia nvr reply my msg, nw abit sick. No money nw even though tmr goin out with fwens..

hmm, atleast someone or two is happy right. coz if other people is happy, im happy.

anw dis post is not meant to talk bad bout anybody, just dat it still stuck to my head to why did i do them. i could just ignore the msg n do the chores which i plan to do. why why why... n nope i nvr regret to wad i did. but if it were to happen again, i'll still do the same thing but more quicker. coz in life if someone needs u to be there for them, u should be there for them coz hu noe it might be the last u hear from them.

10:44 PM

Tuesday, March 22

i had wanted to give her dis msg but dunno why i nvr actually did

below it are some of the seperate msg i wish i had give too

"hey Nadia Farah-Ain. im nt sure if u noe but to me ur beautiful, even though i hav nt met u yet n pictures may say a different thing. everytime ur online on fb, i tried my best to chat with u although i noe it will end up the same everytime; u ignoring me. even so u manage to make me happy just by replying some of it. im sure u noe dat i hav a huge crush n do love u.

its been awhile n i still dunno wad u think of me, coz u nvr actually giv me any clues. i hav a difficult time figuring u out. all i want to say is, have u ever think of me more than a fwen? i noe im much older den u but is dat the only reason. im nt trying to pressurize u or anything but just need an answer. can i be the one who is to provide the love u seek. the one to cheer u up when ur down. the one who will be there for u rain or shine. the one who will be by ur side day or night. can i actually be dat one guy for u?? plz reply..."

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u say u love to run alot but why are u running away from me too...

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if u n me were to run and race, who would win it?
it would either be a draw or u winning it...

coz as it starts, i will be running beside u and that's the only thing on my mind. to be with u always as ur more important to me den anything else...each step u take n run, will i be there beside u; giving u support, cheering u on. n giving a helping hand at times. its nt coz i care but it has become my duty to u...

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if a guy truly loves the gurl, he will wait his whole life for her. dats y im still waiting.

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i want her to fall for me her own way, even if its a slow process, im prepared to wait. but if im still rejected, i will noe dat im nt the one for her.

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crushes come n go after awhile, but till nw im nt prepared to let u go just yet.

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if ur sad, im ur tissue. if u wanna sleep, i'll be the pillow. if u need me, im yours.

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there will be no sylvester if there's no tweety to chase.

Labels: msg-es

2:19 AM

Tuesday, March 15

what's love when there's no you

it take one plus one to make us two

i dunno wad it takes for u to accept me

coz with u is wad i wan n where i wanna be

how many more months should i be waiting

to get the gurl whom i been dreaming bout

what more do you wan me to prove to u

coz im just a simple guy who loves u

even though my fwens might disagree me being with u

i dun give a damn to what others are gonna say bout us

all i can assure u is that the relationship will last

that's if you give me a chance to be with you

if we were really not meant for one another

atleast i tried to be the one for you

and to actually get to know you, Nadia Farah-Ain

even now, im still waiting if i'll ever get dat chance

but maybe our life's exactly like the cartoon itself

no wonder sylvester never gets tweety

even after he tried his best to get it. . .

9:52 PM

Thursday, February 24

Hey baby tell me how do you do
It´s been a while since I saw you
Strange to be talking to you this way
After everything that we´ve been through
It makes me sad to make you see
That not a single tear could find me

(chorus)

Cause even when I´m looking back into your eyes
I can´t say I´m sorry
When I think about the best days of my life
I can´t say I´m sorry
Cause I could never tell myself I didn´t try
I can´t say I´m sorry now
Won´t turn around
Can´t say I´m sorry

So I hear you´re hanging with someone new
Never thought I would ask the question
No, never thought I´d say this to you
But somehow it feels like a blessing
No more coulda,woulda,should
Now that feeling´s gone for good

Chorus

You´re still devine, so beautiful
It won´t be hard just to slip and fall
And my mind could start to wander away
Cause what we had was magical
But I know I´ve said goodbye
To whatever was left tonight

Chorus x 2

I can´t say I´m sorry now
I can´t say I´m sorry

lyrics by lyricsmania

sing by Bryan Rice

hey all once again

the topmost is a lyric of a song

its basically bout something i wan do but cant

so you can just read the lyrics and know how im feeling now

then there's the picture below it

its really meaningful to me and i hope it will to u too

and so lets be positive yeaa

dis days, im easily piss off at the slightest things

so try not to make me piss any other way

as you wont like it

oh ya, so to anyone who i did piss

sorry yeaa, coz im not in the mood den

forgive n forget dats me

7:50 PM

Friday, January 28

once there was a gurl i truly cherish n loved

days where a smile is seen n laughter heard

a person who is once a role model in class

a hardworking lad who thrives for success

whom do not know the meaning of giving up

and is enjoying every seconds of his happy life

but like everything, there's always an apposite

you just need a slip up and all will go down

now and currently im single n goin solo

a laughter is rare while a real smile is no more

what am i becoming i dont know

changes are afew n even so

im still helpless n maybe an eye sore

as some people just keep showing me the door

even after i tell dem my intention is pure

it just left my heart with a bigger tear

which i doubt will never get cure

and so i shall just have to endure

enduring all dis things is really tough

and please no more, i have had enough

enough of dis life, world and everything

i just wanna end it fast and soon as its hurting

the pain is deep, deep in my bleeding heart

cant able to describe, explain dats just it

im no longer my normal self and i hate it

but im still stable n hopefully wont do anything stupid

as long as Kecik is there for me to talk to

she's still a stranger whom i just knew

when she's not talking to me, i hate her too

eventually she did and im in cloud nine

even so i don't think i could make her mine

don't bother asking me why as i won't say

but i realli wans to see her one of dis day

its a dream, waiting and yearning to happen~

Labels: ps- the gurl in the pic below is my closefwen n nt gf

12:46 PM

Friday, December 31

First n foremost is,

THANKS PAMY (=

I had a really good talk with her just nw

Its really nice to finally meet up with her

I planned to treat u Swensen just nw

But since u dun wan, im abit disappointed at it

Hahaha, im huggin the present as I type

Its so soft n really cute. i loike the long ears

Anw I noe I disappointed u after I told u wad I did

Even though I nvr actually want to tell u,

I somehow just wanted u to noe about it.

N somehow im glad u nvr took many pics with me

As my eyes were kinda teary n red then

So once again thank you sweetheart~

3:35 AM

Pamy, oh pamy
Ur just lik an angel, so pure n innocent
Im really touched ur always there to listen
At my problems, mistakes n others
ur the few people whom I really can’t live without
a rather secretive yet adorable n smart gurl I must say
n someone whom I considered lik my own sis if I may
Never could I see u sad or shed a tear
but so u noe, I’ll always be there to be ur listening ear
be it at night or in the wee morning
I shall be there even if it’s a small thing
Never could I show u my appreciation properly
As im still the immature silly sufi
Pamy, oh pamy
Im really disappointed with myself n is sorry
I dunno wad to giv or buy n dis is the onli way
Since I never get anything for ur bday
Dis is just something I can giv u and it’s all really true
There’s really no other person like you
Happy belated birthday to my sweetheart pamy…

3:35 AM

the one who waits♥

Name: Syed Sufi
Bdae: 01/11/1992
Skool: Elias Park Primary School
East View Secondary School
Republic Poly
Contact: syed_sufi_92@hotmail.com

Errr♥

hey, im an 19 year old kid
im currently single n wans to mingle,
err quite short
loves to eat
likes all my friends,
cousins n my family

so yeah!!♥

the poet

U showed me the way to a new story
Opening a new chapter in my life
Guiding me through the dark forest,
where u found me
Holding my hands tightly to ur body,
walking together making a new story
but atlast,
it did not turn-out to be a new story
but a never-ending story
which keeps me in the dark
as u left me alone,
for another chapter in ur life
n which im just a memory,
waitin to be forget
Hoping dat one day,
another girl will again
show me the way to a new story

and they say

the roads that lead away.

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